okay, so i'm whining again. i just really sort of need to right now.

( i'd be screaming... )

i just had the best, creepiest, coolest idea for my new spn fic... my daughter said it's very disturbing. i can go with that  :)

so, three weeks, or so, in a deep dark hole... it wasn't such a bad time, since the family left me alone and i lost 12 pounds. watched all of supernatural, beginning to end. that felt good.

( rambling pain, here )

way back when, when we all used mailing lists and there was no lj (a time i still rather miss) there was a mailing list called all-slash, for posting stories with basically any slash pairing. is there anything like it in the lj realm? does anyone know? i have a story i want to post and i suspect there's not much audience for it, but maybe someone would like it...

little things
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title: little things 1/2
author: saraid
fandom: NCIS/Buffy/Ats
pairing: Gibbs/Xander/Tony
rating: NC 17
word count: 5419
warnings: none

notes: this is an AU sequel to the story 'Shattered' written by <lj user> azure_chaos. this will make more sense if you read that first. i am posting my story with his permission. he plans to write a sequel to shattered as well, so be sure to read his. the original story can be found here:

http://azure-chaos.livejournal.com/64163.html


little things
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is there anyone else on my flist that suffers from chronic pain? i'm crawling through a bad spell and nothing seems to be helping. it's never been this bad for this long before. does anyone have any suggestions?

okay... Swiped from brachypelma99...

who swiped it from thought_ribbons . . . . . . .

who said the idea was . . . . . Stolen from ru_salki99

and now i've got it  :)

Post the first line of your last twenty fics.

(i wasn't sure if unfinished works were included, but this is the first lines from the last 20 fics i've worked on)

1. Stepping into his bathroom – the one in Stark Tower was bigger than the one in the mansion had been - Tony stumbled and barely caught himself with a hand on the wall.

2. "MOM!"

3. “Oh, not again.”

4. The taxi turned onto their street, and John opened his eyes. 

5. “I’ll walk you out,” Hotch told Reid, a hand on his shoulder.

6. Matt got out of the hospital before John did.

7. In all his years, Jack had never felt such pain.

8. "That's a sight I've missed," someone spoke behind him but Jack couldn't place the voice.

9. “I got a call last night,” Hotch opened the conversation with this mild comment.

10. “Who’s that?”  

11. The bed was crowded, Micah and Nathaniel taking up more than their share.

12. “This is wonderful, Ron, Hermione!” with a broad grin, Harry held up the handsome new boots.

13. Caught in his misery, a pain so deep and quiet it held his breath in his lungs, Orlando Bloom trudged wearily through the sticky mud churned between the tents.

14. It all started with the concert. Or the concert tickets, specifically.

15. "We're going to miss the trailers," he groaned, slowing and stopping and stopping with ill‑concealed impatience.

16. There was pain.

17. Jack was hot.

18. Tony gathered his clothes slowly and dressed in silence, his eyes anywhere but on his companion.

19. It all started with the concert.

20. He’d been there, in the back of the room, every day for the last three weeks.

.... i may have missed a couple of little things i posted. no big  :)

i just wrote over 10,000 words in 48 hours. of sex. that feels really, really good. i think i may have, finally, found my muse.

i need to set several defaults on my computer - mail client, the format folders are displayed in, the program used to play music & videos.. but i have not idea where to find those things, and the web hasn't helped much. i'm using xp, so if anyone can help? thank you.

i have a different beta request - i've got a foxtrot - the comic strip - story that i've decided is close enough to finished, and i'd like to have it beta'd before i post it. it's just over 30k words, 18-yr-old jason/marcus college fic, most likely rated R.

anyone interested?

is it possible to just forget how to write? it's been more than a year now, and it's not coming back. i've gotten excited about things, and tried to write, but not much luck.

maybe i sucked all along?

for the record, my cap/iron man big bang ... isn't what i wanted it to be.

done whining now.

the husband and i want to start watching ncis - we've never seen it. but we're having trouble finding eps from the beginning. can anyone help?

anyone want to meet up in aim or ym and write for an hour or two? i've got a big bang to finish and not a lot of inspiration.

is there not already a community for kirk/spock? i figured there was already one, and that it would be buzzing about the new movie, or that someone would have started a new one for the new movie, but my lj fu is a fail and i can't find either. can someone point me, please?

okay, saw star trek. ready to talk about it, to anyone who wants to! no spoilers here, but, oh, i wanna walk about it!

and see it ten or twenty more times...

 

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